Hi Beautifuls! Welcome to I Believe In Love Again! My name is BoYee,
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I am the "I Believe In Love Again" mentor for survivors of abuse, and I am God's Ballerina.
I AM BLESSED BEYOND MEASURE! My God cleaned me through His atoning blood, and He has given me eternal life! I have a sweet, masculine husband who loves me, adores me, spoils me, and makes me laugh hysterically. I have supportive, loving family members including a supportive dad, (my mom is in heaven now), and little brothers who are special gems! I have the bestest of friends who have literally housed me when I was nearly homeless. I have wise, encouraging pastors, the best mentors in the world, amazing, go-getter mentees who don't make excuses whom I am blessed to work with. All thanks to the Glory of God! However, my life did not always look like this. God delivered me from 8 years of rape and molestation by my stepfather who was a serial pedophile, from a series of toxic relationships in my 20's, from New Age/Reiki/yoga/occult brainwashing, and from the excruciating pain I experienced from witnessing my mother's suicide attempt (which led to her death a few days later) when I was 28. |
When I experienced child sexual abuse by my stepfather, not only did he rape me, but he also exploited my gift of dance (ballet) for his fleshly gratification. I thank my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ for resurrecting me from the dead and making me a new creature in Him.
Because God saved me from so much evil, it is my PASSION and PURPOSE to help as many women to have overwhelming love in their lives as well. Witnessing the transformation women go through in my I Believe in Love Again program is the reason why I do what I do.
Seeing women find the courage and strength, which comes from God, to behave in a way they never thought possible to get OUT-OF-THIS-WORLD LOVE brings tears to my eyes and makes my heart rejoice! God used the painful events in my past of severe emotional, sexual, and financial abuse to strengthen me to be a strong vessel to inspire and empower women to HAVE ALL THE LOVE THEY DESIRE TO FEEL and to receive it with gladness and serenity and joy!
Because God saved me from so much evil, it is my PASSION and PURPOSE to help as many women to have overwhelming love in their lives as well. Witnessing the transformation women go through in my I Believe in Love Again program is the reason why I do what I do.
Seeing women find the courage and strength, which comes from God, to behave in a way they never thought possible to get OUT-OF-THIS-WORLD LOVE brings tears to my eyes and makes my heart rejoice! God used the painful events in my past of severe emotional, sexual, and financial abuse to strengthen me to be a strong vessel to inspire and empower women to HAVE ALL THE LOVE THEY DESIRE TO FEEL and to receive it with gladness and serenity and joy!
“And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.” - Romans 8:28
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It was an honor for me to be featured on the @Tell Somebody Movement by founder, Aleesha Barlow, on April 13, 2020. To read my story, scroll down below. However, please be aware that my story may contain triggering details. Please practice self-care if you feel triggered.
⚠️⚠️ The following contains graphic description of child sexual abuse ⚠️⚠️
⚠️⚠️ The following contains graphic description of child sexual abuse ⚠️⚠️
Tell Somebody
· April 13 , 2020 ·
My stepfather molested and raped me for 8 years from age 11-19. He was a serial pedophile. He destroyed many families before he got to mine. My mother was his sixth wife (we did not know this at the time).
My name is BoYee (formerly known as Elena), and I was born and raised in Sacramento, California. My stepfather was an expert manipulator. He wasn’t only able to convince everyone around him that he was a good father, he also convinced the California court system to grant him adoption of my younger brother and I, and convinced the courts to take my mother’s parental rights away. After he kicked our mother out of our house, he had full reign to molest and rape me.
My life felt like a living nightmare, but on the outside no one could tell anything was wrong because I glued a smile on my face, and dissociated from my pain to survive. He had a sick fantasy of wanting me to initiate sex with him, which I refused to do. When he got stressed out, he would hemorrhage and cough up tons of blood (because he had Hepatitis C) and he would blame me. He would tell me that I was selfish and cruel for not “taking care” of his needs as a man.
I would feel terrible watching him bleed and suffer like that. In tears, I would tell him “sorry” but he would say sorry was not enough, that I had to perform a sensual dance for him. So as a little girl, I would put on women’s lingerie, make-up (he taught me how to do my make-up), and his favorite perfume (Rapture by Victoria’s Secret). Every time I had to do this, my soul would die a little bit more.
I was a ballerina, and he thoroughly exploited my gift from God. Before I would even get to the end of the song, dancing for him, he would take me to his room and proceed to rape me. At age 19, I found the courage to run away. My boyfriend at the time encouraged me to tell the authorities. I did. My stepfather went to prison, and passed away a few years later.
At age 28, I was given faith. Praise God! Since Jesus came into my life, I went through an excruciatingly painful period of TRUE HEALING. Now I am on the other side with only loving and supportive people in my life. I have an amazing God, an amazing husband, amazing family, amazing friends, amazing clients, and amazing mentors. I am beyond blessed!!
I have now dedicated the rest of my life to coach other women on how to have POWERFUL BOUNDARIES to keep loving people in and toxic people out, once and for all. I am a YouTuber, and the founder of ibelieveinloveagain.com, and God’s Ballerina.
If you are a survivor, please know that healing and thriving is 100% possible for you too. Don’t let the Devil lie to you and convince you there is no such thing as God, family, friends, and romantic love. Love is the REALEST thing on earth. When you believe in love 100% and learn boundaries, boundless love will come to you! #TellSomebody
If you, too, are a survivor of abuse and would like to apply for my "I Believe in Love Again" 3-month mentorship program, please click on the pink button below to schedule a FREE Clarity Call with me! I look forward to talking with you soon!
