"Would you have any REGRETS if you were to die tomorrow?"
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Unfortunately, for most people, the answer would be "yes." Do not allow yourself to be one of these people...
Hello Beautiful, my name is BoYee, survivor of 8 years of childhood rape, recovered by the grace of God. I thank God for showing me how to heal my intense triggers, blocks, and limiting beliefs through Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) or tapping while saying Christ-centered affirmations out loud. EFT is an incredible technique that has been proven to heal severely traumatized people of PTSD, including war veterans and survivors of sexual abuse. Because EFT has helped me beyond measure (out of the numerous methods I have tried), I have become a professional EFT coach so I can help people to get rid of their "blocks" and live their dreams! We never know when is our last day... make sure you are living your God-given dreams TODAY. |
I thank God for blessing me with SO MUCH LOVE from my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, myself (I value myself through and through), my husband Angel Sloth (who adores me and makes me laugh hysterically), my family and friends (who have my back), my mentees (who appreciate me so much), and my four chicken daughters (my absolute joy)!
“And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.” - Romans 8:28
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It was an honor for me to be featured on the @Tell Somebody Movement by founder, Aleesha Barlow, on April 13, 2020. To read my story, scroll down below. However, please be aware that my story may contain triggering details. Please practice self-care if you feel triggered.
⚠️⚠️ The following contains graphic description of child sexual abuse ⚠️⚠️
⚠️⚠️ The following contains graphic description of child sexual abuse ⚠️⚠️
Tell Somebody
· April 13 , 2020 ·
My stepfather molested and raped me for 8 years from age 11-19. He was a serial pedophile. He destroyed many families before he got to mine. My mother was his sixth wife (we did not know this at the time).
My name is BoYee (formerly known as Elena), and I was born and raised in Sacramento, California. My stepfather was an expert manipulator. He wasn’t only able to convince everyone around him that he was a good father, he also convinced the California court system to grant him adoption of my younger brother and I, and convinced the courts to take my mother’s parental rights away. After he kicked our mother out of our house, he had full reign to molest and rape me.
My life felt like a living nightmare, but on the outside no one could tell anything was wrong because I glued a smile on my face, and dissociated from my pain to survive. He had a sick fantasy of wanting me to initiate sex with him, which I refused to do. When he got stressed out, he would hemorrhage and cough up tons of blood (because he had Hepatitis C) and he would blame me. He would tell me that I was selfish and cruel for not “taking care” of his needs as a man.
I would feel terrible watching him bleed and suffer like that. In tears, I would tell him “sorry” but he would say sorry was not enough, that I had to perform a sensual dance for him. So as a little girl, I would put on women’s lingerie, make-up (he taught me how to do my make-up), and his favorite perfume (Rapture by Victoria’s Secret). Every time I had to do this, my soul would die a little bit more.
I was a ballerina, and he thoroughly exploited my gift from God. Before I would even get to the end of the song, dancing for him, he would take me to his room and proceed to rape me. At age 19, I found the courage to run away. My boyfriend at the time encouraged me to tell the authorities. I did. My stepfather went to prison, and passed away a few years later.
At age 28, I was given faith. Praise God! Since Jesus came into my life, I went through an excruciatingly painful period of TRUE HEALING. Now I am on the other side with only loving and supportive people in my life. I have an amazing God, an amazing husband, amazing family, amazing friends, amazing clients, and amazing mentors. I am beyond blessed!!
I have now dedicated the rest of my life to coach other women on how to have POWERFUL BOUNDARIES to keep loving people in and toxic people out, once and for all. I am a YouTuber, and the founder of ibelieveinloveagain.com, and God’s Ballerina.
If you are a survivor, please know that healing and thriving is 100% possible for you too. Don’t let the Devil lie to you and convince you there is no such thing as God, family, friends, and romantic love. Love is the REALEST thing on earth. When you believe in love 100% and learn boundaries, boundless love will come to you! #TellSomebody
If you, too, are a survivor of abuse and would like to apply for my "I Believe in Love Again" 3-month mentorship program, please click on the pink button below to schedule a FREE Clarity Call with me! I look forward to talking with you soon!
